Praise God, I found a new home! I’m actually living with one of my co-workers, the one who invited me to attend her church with her. She’s living in a house with seven other people, all of whom are Christians. Right now we’re sharing a room. It’s only for a short amount of time, and I’m excited to see where God takes me from here. I feel like I’m facing a lot of new beginnings.

Lately I’ve been feeling really restless, and I can’t explain it as anything other than attack. I feel frustrated with trying to figure out how to work with “S,” searching for my purpose here and trying to accomplish something. But over and over, the Lord keeps reminding me that I’m not here to achieve anything by my own standards. He doesn’t measure me in that way…He only wants me to be faithful. And I know that it doesn’t matter where I am or what I do…all that matters is who God is calling me to love. I’ve been praying a lot for the Lord’s peace and that I would cease striving and know that He is God.

Please be praying against the spirit of fear. I constantly feel it weighing me down, and I only want to act out of trust, not out of fear. “The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear?” (Psalm 27:1). I’m only just beginning to realize the greatness of God’s plans. He is so good.